- WE'RE GETTING TIRED OF BOO WATCHING US -

...this' what i heard from my 3 bear cubs today - don't get me wrong, they LOVE their 'boo' [aka brit], but i truly think it's starting to get to them, us, everyone - we're all burning the candle at both ends & have been for several weeks, months & it's really getting tough

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i've been noticing that the girls are bickering way more than normal, fussing about everything under the sun, wanting to be held a lot more & begging us not to have to go to 'the rental house' 'today' [but this goes for EVERYDAY] - i've been trying to take 1 of them with me [a different one each day] & although that helps, it's not the cure

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with all the changes we're all going through, believe me when i say, i KNOW there's stress [& lots of it!] - i know what i'm going through & i have a sense of understanding of what's to be expected, but for 3 little ones [6, 5 & 4] how can they even begin to understand all that's about to take place [ie: moving from the only home they ever remember living in - having everything that means anything to you at all, begin to slowly disappear daily - going to a very small house that you've never been in before & hearing us say, "this' our new home...for a short time" - hearing that there's a baby on the way & will come live with us while we're still in the rental house - being excited about the baby, but yet scared too, as it's an unknown world - hearing talk of us moving AGAIN in a short time & really not knowing what that means...really - being left A LOT with boo, while mommy makes another run to the rental house - knowing daddy's working A LOT lately just to get ready to move to the rental house & knowing this are just different around here & they just can't quite put their finger on it, etc.]

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finally it all broke today when i was getting ready to 'make another run to the rental house' & kiara said, "can nana come watch us for just like 12 hours, cause we're really getting tired of boo watching us!! - PAAALLLEEESSSEEE???"